The Writer- as I promised

I have been writing everyday now. Writing and editing. I think I am addicted to it again. I ran away from it fearing control. I am so scared my addiction to writing and editing will eat me up again. I am getting paid for it, but most of the time I feel like "sneaking in and working" without anyone knowing. Like addicts sneak in for a smoke or sneak in a peg.

To be honest, it hasn't been too bad. I have got great employers now! Human ones, the ones I like talking to. The ones who help me learn and grow. I have been scared of stagnation, scared that I won't learn anymore. But it's a pleasant surprise. I have got jobs that help me reach out inside myself. The trust people show in me make me want to do better.

As I say, I am a full time freelancer now and love my work. I wish I could earn more though. I really need to take up two people's monetory responsibility. He needs me and I need to be there.

Till later, I will try and sneak in a few hours to my own blog every week like I had promised earlier!